Thursday, April 30, 2009

no chemistry

i'm a wee bit drained. i studied long and hard for a chem test today. when i got there.. my utterly incompetent dyslexic fuck-up of a chem teacher had served us up a test with material that she told us was not going to be on it. it's an assessed task. then she gave us HALF AN HOUR to do it.

i raced through the multi choice section knowing even if i only got half of them right it would be ok as they're worth fuck all marks... then i got half way through the first question.. and she called to put our pens down. there were three more pages to go. some of the stuff on the test i didn't even RECOGNISE...

when the ENTIRE class protested she said in her bogan drawl "uh down't wurrie, s'onee werth foive pussent o yer end a yeer mahk"...

she then launched into telling us that we were going to start the next assessment task right away... we have had an assessed task EVERY week since the school year began, barring the first class, and it has been utterly harrowing as she teaches us NOTHING.

she marks right work wrong and wrong work right... mixes up formulas and nomenclature and procedural directions at an alarming rate... then when you do as you've been instructed she tells you youre wrong.. and when you tell her but that's what you told us to do and even SHOW HER YOUR DICTATED NOTES she denies having taught it. twice this has happened WHILE I WAS BEING ASSESSED!

seven out of the eight laboratory experiments we have done in class have been abandoned halfway through because she always forgets something or tells us to do the wrong fucking thing and it fucks the whole experiment and she just goes oh well.. you can read about what happens online or something.

and oh god she's so fucking PATRONISING!!!! I AM 33 FUCKING YEARS OLD... she speaks to everybody as if we're fucking naughty children and i just don't know how she can possibly think that is ok at an adult school...

so today after that BULLSHIT "test" she launched right into telling us about how we were starting the next assessment task and i calmly put my pen down. walked out of the room. caught the elevator to level three. approached reception. began to tell the nice lady i wanted to withdraw from chemistry and burst into tears halfway through my first sentence...

they gave me tissues and pats on the back...

i love chemistry.

i worked so hard last year learning it all alongside the physics and math and i want so much to continue to learn about the bits that we are all made of and how they jizz together...

but no-one in that class is going to get a decent result. and a shitty score is not going to cut it if i want to get into astrophysics. it's such a shame... all that ass-busting effort.

i understand there's a teacher shortage and they can't fire her... no matter how many people complain...

no i cannot take it elsewhere as it clashes with my other classes at every other campus i have come across... no i cannot do it by correspondance it's a practical science and i tried it once before and found it wasn't right for me. it's just... gone.

i'm really sad about it.

am i gonna let one apathetic, condescending, lazy fat bogan retard to fuck up my future?

NOT FUCKING LIKELY

i'll see if i can take it when i'm already AT uni as a foundation course i hear that's insano-hard but it CAN'T be worse than this shit. she's just so lazy. i think she bombards people with impossible tasks and frustration in order to get EVERYONE to leave so she gets paid just to turn up and chapperrone three students who all learn everything from their private tutors. just so she doesn't have to mark anything.. or give a single fuck about her students...

man i'm angry.

on the bright side i have more time to dedicate to my other classes but

fuck.

jibbed.

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1 Comments:

Blogger Sigmund said...

ouch

10:02 PM  

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