ugh nnnng nehhh

man i'm losing motivation.. today was such an awesome non titty freezing day that i spent most of it outside in the sun sketching and measuring and mapping where the huge drainage system was going to snake around the property.. i played a bit of guitar.. i pondered stuff, i ate alot and generally did fuck all, which is pretty shameful as i've been bludging since mid monday and there's such a swimming pool of shit that needs to be done.. the sun's gone down and instead of knocking down the inside bit of my chimney i'm on the computer typing crap.. i feel so tired.. i'm doing all this on my own and it's like i'm trying to move a mountain.. up another mountain.. whinge whinge.. latest tax.. this just in - i have to replace my guttering as it's pooling in the middle and rusted through in parts.. the fun just never stops.. think i'll go and put up several metres of plastic to protect the bare untiled walls and have a bath that will flow out into my backyard and make a muddy pond.. hurrah!