Monday, July 17, 2006

the pillow has no heartbeat

one moment i'm happily half asleep in your arms, the next i wake up stung and lonely as the cat is stroking my face with his whiskers, it's not your caress at all, i've been tricked by a life form that shits itself when i turn the vacuum cleaner on. the pillow that was you is squeezed into a bow tie shape.. i shut my eyes tight, trying to go back and dream you are with me once more, but the pillow has no heartbeat. it also has rather a hard time putting its arms around me. so i'll just lie here with a million things to be done, with a kitchen knife in my chest.. til it gets dark.. thinking of all the times you made me laugh and cry, like i'm watching a video, pinned to the mattress, smiling and crying into space.. i can't get up i can't get up i can't get up

7 Comments:

Blogger mara - church wrecker said...

POLL QUESTION>>> DOES MARA NEED : a)-a root b)-a stiff drink c)-a change of scenery d)-psychotherapy e)-a hard slap in the face f)-all of the above, or g)-other (please specify).......

11:45 PM  
Blogger Sigmund said...

i'm going with 'f'

poor thing :(

11:50 PM  
Blogger Sigmund said...

i wonder could you possibly do all of the above simulateously?

does porn enter in the equation?

11:51 PM  
Blogger Sigmund said...

i bet if they all happened simulateously you would end up snorting the drink up your nose by accident between the hard slapping in the face and the rooting

is the face slap a turkey slap (big brothers flavour of the month) or a normal one?

11:52 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Awwww. I'd say a bit of columns a-d, maybe a bit of whats behind door e as well if thats what you're into... (Don't tell me please!) ^_~

10:34 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

what a beautiful sentiment...
your beauty is all that i see from what i knew of you.
my memory is holding our friendship allive like your knife on my pillow.
did i say 2 much or did i say not enough??

4:13 AM  
Blogger mara - church wrecker said...

gosh..
beauty?!.. mine?!.. joisus! um.. ta! @_@ -in response to your question.. dunno! dunno what it IS exactly that you're saying! but it sounds complimentary! you've been into the merlot again haven't you my sweet drunken gippslander?!

8:58 PM  

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