slim pickings

ok. i joined internet dating site. met about a thousand freaks with names like SENSUALDOLPHIN and SOHRNY4U but after wading through a sea of NO.. i have a few dates with some reasonable sounding dudes that resemble human beings from what i can gather.. the film freak from canberra on tues to see clerks 2.. the games animator with the fro on wednesday for some yum cha.. and there's another guy called suburbanwino i'm trying to squish in before i have to head home to save the cat from starvation.. but i may have to leave him til next week.. all of them make me laugh so it's a good start.. did i mention that i FUCKING HATE DATING?!?!?! i'm crashing at fleur's on tues night so i'll get to see her about as fat as she can get (two weeks til D day) so if it all turns to shit at least i will have caught up with my best mate one last time before she becomes a mother.. eeeeeeeeeeee!!! trying to squish a flick in with jen too but i dunno what's really going on with all parties yet.. the garden is back from the dead after all that rain.. i'm harvesting a meal every second day.. there's still so much stuff that isn't even half grown though.. i think it's going to all come on at once, so we may all be knee deep in purple tomatoes if they actually make it to color before autumn frost kicks in and kills all the plants.. big greenhouse nearly done so that should protect a few of them.. i wanna grow a shitload of melons in there too though.. applied for the job at QR the other day.. took me a whole friggin DAY.. god.. so many forms and questions and selection criteria and faaaaaaaaarrrk!!! i don't know what's going to happen to me.. i have been in a deep depression for about two weeks.. i think it was from being pretty drunk four fridays in a row + alot of smoke.. darn silly season.. anyway.. i'm off to toil upon the greenhouse again.. gardening is a song that never ends.. but man the little yellow squash with the flowers still attached taste fucking fantastic..