the book of satan

i have started mathematics, physics and chemistry. they are all supposedly introductory units.. but with the physics.. i BEG TO FUCKING DIFFER!!! what kind of textbook for beginners takes two pages to say that atoms have electrons, protons and nuetrons (jeez even i fucking already know that) but then over the page, asks you to perform calculations with "dimensional analysis" that involve terms like "constant of proportionality" and words like "interpolation" without even explaining what the FUCK they are- even in a glossary up the back?! man i'm so fucking pissed off. intro my ass. to make matters worse the tutor is a guy that claims all the answers to the assignments are in the study guide and lab manual (that he wrote) and that i don't even really have to read the text book.. WHAT A LOAD OF BOLLOCKS there is so little info in his shitty little paperbacks i'm surprised he could fit the assignment questions between the covers! he says that after this unit, you should be able to explain blah blah (insert list of twenty things..) and there may be a VAGUE explanation of one or two of them at most.. i have been surfing the net all day searching for understandable literature.. (physics for beginners) and all the terms that he claims are explained in his text (which are nowhere else to be found) and i have come to the conclusion that when it comes to physics.. no one knows what the fuck they're talking about.. it's so different from text to text which is pretty funny for a science that prides itself on the objectivity and accuracy it derives from the scientific method.. hilarious.. i want to bukkake (jap. = repeatedly ejaculate) on my textbook then burnt it.. reading it and trying to understand it is utter mental agony.. i want to cause it alot of pain.. but i gotta reign in the retaliation cause i paid $130 for the cunt.. the chem book is awesome though so hopefully i can use alot of the shit from it in the physics unit.. why do universities pick such fucking god awful, verbose, unintelligible, discouraging piles of nonsensical shit as texts for their courses? when there are relevant, clear understandable student friendly ones out there? i really understand now that it's not particularly a subject that entices a student to battle on.. but the teacher.. if i didn't have such a burning drive to learn this fucking subject and conquer that shitbag book, i would have asked for a god dam refund on the course.. FUCK IT!!! man if any of you know physics, expect alot of fucking questions.. and if any of you physics geeks have physics literature that is actually written in a comprehendable manner, please let me know if i can borrow it.. i feel like my brain is being forced to compress a lump of fugly coal into a diamond.. it's too much fucking pressure- (that's Mass divided by Length multiplied by Time squared)(apparently)